what do you do when the feeling came ilfeel?: put a stamp on his forehead

well, i'm amazed by the person. because he is smart, he is good ( i think). he had become a hero, super hero malah. tapi dia bukan batman atau spiderman apalagi superman. dia ya dia my new friend in college. he he has a charisma that made me crazy. i like him but no more than that. 
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT. Something wrong happened. 3 days ago. that make me so damn illfeel with him.  i asked him about the matter of the lessons that I do not understand, and you know what? he  explains with a high tone of voice as if I'm a stupid outrageous.  aku kaget lah, dia gak sedang ngerasa dirinya pintar kan? dia gak lupa kan kalo aku 2 menit yang lalu nanya dengan suara serak serak basah, yang lembut nan halus, mengisyaratakan kefemininanku sepaerti shireen sungkar yang lagi manja manja cantik sama Tengku Wisnu? hell-to-the-o, aku nanya udah dengan lembut dan gak dengan suara abang-abang preman kayak di pasar lo, kamu kenapa jawab dengan nada suara keras, dan sumbang yang gak enak di dengar sih.  oke be patient, aku positive thinking aja kamu pasti lagi dateng bulan, loh? 
jadi dengan susah payah aku menghilangkan kekagetanku, aku coba bernafas dan fix the heart i messed up again. aku coba tanya lagi satu kali sama kamu satu soal lain yang aku gak ngerti aku panggil namamu dengan kesungguhan hati , tapi apa yang terjadi? di tengah pertanyaanku yang belum selesai kamu pergi gitu aja dan gak heranin aku. ohhhhhh and i immediaetly so damn illfeel with you. and what do you do when the feeling came illfeel? : put a stamp on his forehead and black list 

storm-super junior

그만 말해 그 입술을 열기도 전에 모든걸 알아버린 내가 원망스럽다
거짓말로 도망가고 싶지만 너의 두 눈이 이젠 안녕이라 말을 하네

*겨우 가려고 마음을 잡아 거친 폭풍처럼 밀려왔다 마치 빗물처럼 지워질 운명이겠지만
깨진 거울 위에 맺어진 인연보다 더욱 아팠기에
이 걸음의 끝을 보내는 마음을 넌 모르겠지

그만 울어 그 눈물에 젖기도 전에 모든걸 알아버린 내가 원망스럽다
거짓말로 피해보려 하지만 너의 두 눈이 이젠 안녕이라 말을 하네

**겨우 가려고 마음을 잡아 거친 폭풍처럼 밀려왔다 마치 빗물처럼 지워질 운명이겠지만
뜨겁던 사랑 열병을 앓고 메말라 버린 입술 그 위로
흘러내리는 내 눈물의 의미를 넌 모르겠지

더 멀어지려고 너무 애쓰지마 이미 내 몸은 조각나 깨져버렸어 네가 원했던 대로
네게 한 걸음도 더는 가까이 갈 수 없어

*겨우 가려고 마음을 잡아 거친 폭풍처럼 밀려왔다 마치 빗물처럼 지워질 운명이겠지만
깨진 거울 위에 맺어진 인연보다 더욱 아팠기에
이 걸음의 끝을 보내는 마음을 넌 모르고

뜨겁던 사랑 열병을 앓고 메말라 버린 입술 그 위로 흘러내리는 내 눈물의 의미를 넌 모르겠지ROMANIZATION

geuman malhae geu ipsureul yeolgido jeone modeungeol arabeorin naega wonmangseureopda
geojitmallo domanggago sipjiman neoui du nuni ijen annyeongira mareul hane

gyeou garyeogo maeumeul jaba geochin pokpungcheoreom millyeowatda machi bitmulcheoreom jiwojil unmyeongigetjiman
kkaejin geoul wie maejeojin inyeonboda deouk apatgie
i georeumui kkeuteul bonaeneun maeumeul neon moreugetji

geuman ureo geu nunmure jeotgido jeone modeungeol arabeorin naega wonmangseureopda
geojitmallo pihaeboryeo hajiman neoui du nuni ijen annyeongira mareul hane

gyeou garyeogo maeumeul jaba geochin pokpungcheoreom millyeowatda machi bitmulcheoreom jiwojil unmyeongigetjiman
tteugeopdeon sarang yeolbyeongeul arko memalla beorin ipsul geu wiro
heulleonaerineun nae nunmurui uimireul neon moreugetji

deo meoreojiryeogo neomu aesseujima imi nae momeun jogangna kkaejyeobeoryeosseo nega wonhaetdeon daero
nege han georeumdo deoneun gakkai gal su eobseo

gyeou garyeogo maeumeul jaba geochin pokpungcheoreom millyeowatda machi bitmulcheoreom jiwojil unmyeongigetjiman
kkaejin geoul wie maejeojin inyeonboda deouk apatgie
i georeumui kkeuteul bonaeneun maeumeul neon moreugo

tteugeopdeon sarang yeolbyeongeul arko memalla beorin ipsul geu wiro heulleonaerineun nae nunmurui uimireul neon moreugetji

English Translation

Stop talking
I hate myself for knowing everything
Before you even opened your mouthI wanted to lie and run away but
Your two eyes are telling me goodbyeI finally set my heart to leave
And it came to me like a harsh storm
It might be a fate that will wash away like the rain
Because it was more painful than a fate shattered like glass
At the end of this walk, I let you know but you wouldn’t knowStop crying
I hate myself for knowing everything
Before I get wet with your tears

I tried to lie and avoid it but
Your two eyes are telling me goodbye

I finally set my heart to leave
And it came to me like a harsh storm
It might be a fate that will wash away like the rain
I was sick with a love fever
The meaning of these tears trickling to my dried lips- you’ll never know

Don’t try too hard to get far away
My body has already broken into pieces just like you wanted
I can’t go a step closer to you

I finally set my heart to leave
And it came to me like a harsh storm
It might be a fate that will wash away like the rain
Because it was more painful than a fate shattered like glass
At the end of this walk, I let you know but you wouldn’t know

I was sick with a love fever
The meaning of these tears trickling to my dried lips- you’ll never know

Source : karinpark

perempuan hebat itu mamaku

perempuan hebat itu mamaku, dialah penerang dalam kegelapanku. dia akan menciumku dengan penuh kehangatan, dia akan menjadi saputangan ketika air mataku keluar walaupun cara perhatian dia tidak selembut seperti cerita di novel. mamaku,, mariyam dia adalah perempuan hebat yang pernah Tuhan ciptakan dalam hidupku. tanpanya aku ini bukan siapa-siapa.mamaku, adalah guru yang hebat bagiku dan murid-muridnya di sekolah, banyak murid-muridnya yang menjadikan mamaku sebagai guru favorit mereka, aku juga sangat mengerti waktu mamaku jelasin pelajaran mtk, tapi aku suka gak mau nanya sama mama, bukan karena aku gak percaya tapi karena aku malu sama mama, ntar ketahuan aku gak pinter, hehe. mamaku, aku lupa ketika itu umurku berapa tahun, tiba-tiba kupingnya tidak berfungsi dengan baik, kuping sebelah kanannya mengalami kerusakan. semejak itu mamaku mulai menghindari banyak orang, dalam pekerjaannya sebagai guru dia tidak mau terlalu aktif seperti ikut penataran karena dia merasa dia tidak mampu, padahal mamku orang yang cerdas dan cukup kreatif dalam memberikan ide. orang-orang mulai mengabaikannya, orang-orang lebih sering menggunakan guru-guru yang tidak terlalu bagus untuk di kirim ke acara di luar sekolah. orang-orang mulai mengejek mamaku walau tidak secara langsung. aku pernah bertanya apa mamaku kesal dengan orang-orang itu? mamaku jawab iya kesal tapi mama gak pernah marah dan mencoba untuk terima kenyataan, aku sedih dengernya, mamaku yang punya kemampuan harus nerima cobaan ini. tapi semakin tahun mamaku mulai terbiasa dan mulai bangkit, dia kembali berusaha untuk berdiri lagi, dan akhirnya mama bisa untuk pertama kali ke jogja mewakili sekolahnya  penataran. mama, aku sayang banget sama mama, biar aku suka ngelawan tapi mama orang nomer satu dalam hidupku. ma, jangan minder lagi aku yakin mama pasti bisa jadi orang hebat. jangan takut ma, aku bakal jagain mama pasti. :')

thank you banget mr. A :)

hari ini senang banget, terima kasih banget lo aljabar  gara-gara kamu aku jadi bisa deket sama mr. A ku. gara-gara aljabar yang susahnya melebihi 7 lapis langit *agak alay akhirnya si mr. A jadi super junior oh bukan ya  super junior putih kayaknya salah super hero. dia demi aljabarku bela-belain pulang kekos  (ini hanya hiperbola, soalnya dia emang mau pulang ke kos gara-gara ujian praktikum kimia masih lama jamnya  bukan karena aku) . dia kerjakan di tarohnya di kertas terus dia langung buru-buru datangin aku (ini juga agak hiperbola, soalnya dia cuman jalan lambat dan gak buru-buru) terus di kasihkan deh di dekat bundaran ( ini juga agak hiperbola, soalnya dia ngasih nya di kelas) ahhh pokoknya thanks mr. A, udah pinter baik lagi :)

untuk yang kesekian kali

hey, I never know what's on your mind about me. I can only guess because we've never talked to each other heart to heart. but whatever you have in mind, bad or good, I'll still be me, and that's how I like you, and that's how I express the feeling I'm with you

2pm-just like a movie

Oraedwen yeonghwa soge uriga isseo

Geu ane urin neomu haengbokhae boyeo

Gi-eogdo naji anhdeon natseon goseseo

Uri chu-eogdeureul chatgo isseosseo

Nunmuri nasseo ani

Nunmuri na jigeumdo

Neol saenggakhamyeon

Neol bogo isseumyeon

Dwegama bwado

Dashi bogo ddo bwado

I miss you more and more

Neol ijeur suga eobseo

Dashi nugul saranghaji anheul geol ara

'Cause I don't wanna let you go

Nae gi-eog sogeseo

Naega boneun yeonghwa sogui ju-ingong cheoreom

Nal saranghadeon geu ddaero dorawa jweo

Amudo moreuge

Dashi nae gyeoteuro

Oraedwen yeonghwa soge uriga isseo (ije gi-oegi na)

Geu ddae urineun neomu eoryeosseotjiman (dashi gi-eogi na)

Shiganeun naega jamshi meomchun goseseo

Uri sarangmajeo meomchweo beoryeosseo

Gi-eogi nasseo geurae

Gi-eogi na geuddae

Neol bonaeya haetdeon

Neol nohaya haetdeon

Dwegama bwado

Jakku ji-uryeo haedo

I miss you more and more

Neol ijeur suga eobseo

Dashi nugul saranghaji anheul geol ara

'Cause I don't wanna let you go

Nae gi-eog sogeseo

Naega boneun yeonghwa sogui ju-ingong cheoreom

Nal saranghadeon geu ddaero dorawa jweo

Nae mari deullindamyeon

Urineun ddaeron two lovers like, romantic comedy

Hwamyeon sogui left, right geujeo nan gamanhi

Dashi playback gi-eogeun haneunji

Uriga jjigeo watdeon baengma beonui kiss scene

Seoro balgil eotgallineun ju-ingong cheoreom

Dareun gireul gada uyeonhi neol mannan geot cheoreom babe

Drama gateun drama boda hweolsshin deo-ug dramatic-hage

Naege dorawa you know I need you back

Dashi nugul saranghaji anheul geol ara

'Cause I don't wanna let you go

Nae gi-eog sogeseo

Naega boneun yeonghwa sogui ju-ingong cheoreom

Nal saranghadeon geu ddaero dorawa jweo

Nae mari deullindamyeon

Amudo moreuge

Oraedwen yeonghwa soge uriga isseo

Geu ane urin neomu haengbokhae boyeo

English Translation :

As if we were in an old movie

We look so happy in there

At a place we don't remember, are a stranger to,

Looking for our memories

Tears fell - no

Tears are still falling

Just when I think of you, when I look at you

Even if I were to go back

Looking at you again and again

I miss you more and more

I can't forget you

I know I won't love another person

Cause I don't wanna let you go

In my memory

Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,

Please be the person who once loved me

Unknowingly

Come back to my side

As if we were in an old movie (Thinking about it now)

Although we seemed so young then (Thinking about it again)

The place at which time stopped for me

Stopped where we were in love

I remember, yes

I remember when I sent you off

When I let you go

Even if I were to go back, even if I were to erase it,

I miss you more and more

I can't forget you

I know I won't love another person,

Cause I don't wanna let you go

In my memory

Just like if I was watching the main character of a movie,

Please be the person who once loved me

If you hear me

In the past, we were like two lovers like, romantic comedy

left right on the screen, just quietly

Playback again, do you remember

We had countless kiss scenes

Missing each other while walking like two main characters babe

Walking on different roads, meeting each other coincidentally

Like a drama, even more dramatic than a drama

Come back to me, you know I need you back

You know I won't love anyone else

avril lavigne-wish you were here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, it’s not like that at all

There’s a girl
who gives a shit
behind this wall
You’ve just walked through it

And I remember, all those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It’s who I am, don’t have to try hard
We always say, say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

All those crazy things you said
You left them riding through my head
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here.
All those crazy things we did
Didn’t think about it, just went with it
You’re always there, you’re everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[Chorus:]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

[Bridge:]
No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go)

No, I don’t wanna let go
I just wanna let you to know
That I never wanna let go

(let go let go let go let go let go let go let go)

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here (I wish you were)
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I’d do to have you
here, here, here
I wish you were here.
Damn, Damn, Damn
What I’d do to have you
near, near, near
I wish you were here.